I'm currently going a bit insane.
My mum's abroad seeing family and sorting out some family affairs. She's away for 3 weeks. I think we're on week 2 now, but it's already felt like 2 months. The next week is going to feel like a year.
I never realise how huge a part of my life my mum is until she's away. I don't feel like I speak to her that regularly, but every day since she's been away I've wanted desperately to phone her. I keep picking up my phone, realising, and then almost weeping.
I talk to her about most things, and I phone her when I want to clarify my thoughts, want to rant about something or when I just want to talk to my Mummy.
I think this is an exercise of learning to appreciate her more when I do have her in the same country.
With Mother's Day coming up, I think I'm going to have to make a big deal of it...
Tx.
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